Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in draigteen's LiveJournal:

Friday, June 10th, 2005
1:10 pm	Alone Have you ever had those days well you just felt totally alone. I mean not feeling sorry for yourself but just alone. Either physically or mentally. Like you were the only one who understood things for what they were and everyone else was just living in some sort of Virtual Bubble. That's how today feels for me. Its like the second week of summer here and already we have the first tropical storm of the season. Not projected to hit us but dumping all its rain on us and I'm stuck at home with nothing do to but think. So I guess while I'm in this thinking mode I'll impart my words of wisdom for today. Today I just feel alone. Physically I am alone. There's no one in my house and I'm sitting in front of my computer trying to pass the time. As I stare outside my window and look at the rain coming down in buckets I feel inspired to do something and the rain never inspires me to do anything. Maybe I'll write a poem about being alone or something. Either way my wisdom time is over so until next time see ya. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: The World I Know (Collective Soul) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 6th, 2005
7:45 pm	Weekend Update Hey its been awhile since I've written but I was away for the weekend and unable to write so let me update you about my weekend. Friday night was horrible I had to stay up to study for SAT's on Friday. For those of you in highschool you know how that can be. But I guess I studied to late because when I went to go to bed at eleven I couldn't fall asleep and I tossed and turned the whole night until like 3:40 in the morning when I finally fell asleep only to be woken up at 5:30 because I needed to get dressed to go. It sucked I only had an hour and a half of sleep I had to get coffee that morning and I normally don't drink the stuff but that morning it was my best friend. lol. Of course the SAT's were horrible and boring and long. But at least I got through them so I hope I got a good grade. I got out of the SATs around one in the afternoon to go to my brothers birthday party. Unfortunately as those of you in live in Florida know the weather was brutal. It was hot and humid and otherwise uncomfortable but all in all we had a great time and I got to spend some time with my mom whom I don't get to see as often as I would like. Today was much better woke up around eleven ths morning. Went to my peer education class to watch a movie. We watched if these walls could talk. Man that movie was disturbing. I feel traumatized by the movie but its all good. I had Ruby Tuesdays for lunch (which is my favorite restaurant). It was a good day today and it good to be back online. I'll pick up tomorrow with the story of my life til then see ya! Current Mood: good Current Music: Natural Life (Breaking Benjamin) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
6:07 pm	Rainy Days Hey everyone today is another one of those wet rainy days so common in Fl. Didn't do to much today got up at around 11 o'clock this morning and listened to B 103.9 which is one of the local stations that plays all types of music down here. I did a little cleaning this morning not because I wanted to but it was something to help pass the time so I did it anyway. I walked to the library today. I hated it. I didn't realize it was going to be so packed but I guess since everyone's out of school now that they would frequent the library more often. For those of you who like to people watch you should try the library. Now I know you may be laughing at me but it's true have you ever looked at someone while they are trying to concentrate? Everyone has a different expression. For instance this one lady whenever she read's the inside flaps of books she always licks her lips. ALWAYS! It never fails and I see her there every Thursday that I go to the Library. It's actually fascinating to watch. So if you want a good place to people watch try the library. As I sit here listening to my music I wonder what the world would be like without music? It would probably be a horrible place don't you think. I mean music touches so many people in many different ways. That goes for any genre of music. Country, Pop, Rnb, Rock, Punk, Hip Hop, Jazz, etc. All speak to people differently. Well enough of the thoughts in Joshua's mind for today. Until tomorrow see ya! Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Polyamourous (Breaking Benjamin (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
5:49 pm	Introduction Hey guys this is my first time doing one of these things so I guess I'll start by telling everyone a little about myself. I am 17 years old and I live in Cape Coral Florida which could possible be the worst place to live if you are a teenager but then again isn't everywhere unless you live in a big city. lol. I used to Attend North Fort Myers High School but now I go to Edison College via my high school for my seior year. CLASS OF 06 ROCKS!! I'm bi or gay not sure yet but then again who needs labels we can say that I like everyone for right now. lol. Today is the most boring of all days just beginning my summer vacation and its pouring rain outside. Thats good ole Floridian summer weather for you. IT SUCKS! I am one of those people whose mood is direectly affected by the weather and if its raining for the whole day it sucks and I am not the most fun person to be around. I guess that's why I am making this Journal. I should probably mention that I am a guy and as for liking other guys yeah its hard and I am still trying to come to terms with it even though I came out to myself and select friends. Come to think of it I'm still coming out of the closet I guess its one of those ongoing life processes right. I am mostly comfortable with liking those of the same sex but sometimes I think that liking those people sucks and I wished that I didnt. Why is it that people are so shallow and go through most of their lives looking for the next thrill or quick fix instead of really trying to understand things around them. That's probably one of those questions with a subjective answers on par with quesions like Whats the meaning of life and is there really life out there in the big Universe? Well I think that a good enough Introduction for now. Maybe I'll write somemore tomorrow or later. See ya Current Mood: Curious Current Music: Sooner or Later (Breaking Benjamin) (3 Comments |Comment on this)